sometimes I lack good judgement.
Yesterday was one of those days.
sometimes it just feels like the weight of the world is coming down on you, so many things at once spinning oh so out of control, that you have no control over. I cant fix everything, I cant make everything stop hurting. Sometimes things are just broke and they can’t be fixed. I wanted to control something in my life, and for no good reason, i cut my hair. first in little chunks then larger. my head is a mess. but it was liberating at least. to control something. even if it was something as trivial as my hair.
I spent the morning tweaking the hairs, it doesn’t look too bad now.
i just want things to work & not be broken sometimes.
