when you were young

amazing.

badass unlocked.

home is where the heart is

the idea of home is different for everyone. i feel most at home, with my friends, not in a house. a house is not a home after all.

I am back at NKU, part time. It’s a little more laidback now, but once it kicks into full swing I know that part time is the best choice for me. at least till i get aid again.

I am hard at work at Levi’s now. Two co-workers in my dept have been canned for being either racist and lazy, or just lazy. I seem to be doing fine. I can’t complain to much, the work is not mentally demanding only physically. The 12 hour days get to you by sunday, but rarely do I work the full 12 hours.

I am doing alot more design stuff lately, I have about 12 unfinished mocks for PC on my harddrive some sketches for HM, and a ton of posters. Still need to crank out that business card and domain. bleah.

tonite is Four Year Strong and Fireworks. Stoked

People don’t realize this, but loneliness is underrated.

i find it interesting at how well we as humans adapt.

I started a new job. my first “true” warehouse job. Sure Graeters was a production facility, but it was ice cream, and i generally worked with idiots ( people lost pens, keys, and other objects in ice cream. never showed up for work, or came in hours late daily, and listened to godsmack. idiots ) and I did do overnight and backroom at Target a bit, but this is really nothing like that.

I wake up at 4:15 friday, saturday and sunday. It’s more like 4:45, but my alarm goes off at 4:15. I have to be at work and ready to go at  5:30, but I typically am there at 5:00. I cut and fold boxes, for 12 hours. thats it.  It is the most physically demanding job, next to kings island, I have ever had. I had no clue how much work it is to stay on top of a conveyor line, that stops for no one. I like the job though, my trainer Jackie, is amazingly nice, and great to work for. my crew….is interesting.

need a shower. more to write later.

if i kissed you where it’s sore

im home again. met julie’s daddy Ruben for the first time, hopefully not the last, i really liked that guy and that side of her family. I am generally thankful for the people in my life these days, between the school stuff i’m dealing with and the job stuff too, it’s nice to have these people in my life, who come around and just bring me out of my depression, even if only for a little bit.

i have alot of work ahead of me this semester. I really want to do well, I figure I have had plenty of time to figure it all out ya know? like where I am going. I know what I want now, it’s damn time i took it.